17 dec: the day before our efforts and hard work choose our path.

well , here i am writting , our efforts and hard work that chooses our path ,
have i studied hard enough,
how much effort i had put in,
how serious i am into work,
well, its pointless , to cry over a spilled milk , whats done couldn't be undone.

looking back in my past, i was struggling in my MYE, i failed my most important subject- english , even though i passed well with my others.
and back to prelims, it was my most fabulous results i ever get ,
so, i wondered , would my N level results give me a shock or would it be a good news for me?